lets hope..

todays a little less awkward than yesterday.

thanks.

Maybe..

Maybe I’m not one whose afraid Maybe I’m not the one who can’t reconnect Maybe it’s not my fault we fell apart. Maybe you’re the one who has trouble saying hello. Maybe you want it. Maybe you need it. Maybe I’m just crazy. I’m probably not the one.

I thought you'be be happy?

Don’t get me wrong. Who doesn’t love a little attention now and then? I guess part of me loves it. Actually I love it when it happens. I’m the moment I’m on cloud nine. But then after it happens I feel wrong. Like I had just woken up after a one night stand. Wrong and confused.
And that’s the truth. I’m confused.

God do I wish I could say that out loud.

I know what I want an what I want belongs to someone else. This is when I get after myself for falling for silly things. I’m sorry but I’m going home to get away.