Fall =]

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I really would like to drop this..

I am taking this class called Politics and Mathematics. I honestly can not stand the teacher. I feel like he has really bad OCD and its making my life hell. When he passed back the homework he had it alphabetized in 3 different folders. But he can't spell cheese. My college professor can not spell cheese... Is this honestly what I am paying for?

So right now my grade in that class is awfully low, but that should soon change because he is crazy and accused me of cheating/copying but me and my friend proved him wrong.  So hopefully my grade will be higher than what it is. and also I only know my homework/quiz grade together he hasn't added.. attendance, and we haven't had tests yet.

But I have that class 2x a week for now an hr and 15 mins a day ITS torture.
I honestly feel like I wanna cry before that class.


I guess a good thing about my tuesday/thursday schedule is that next week we start reading a midsummer's night dream in shakespeare. no more of this king henry crap.
well I guess I'm gonna go read some politics or something to get me thinking about something better than math.

Maybe the reason why I have not been blogging lately is because of this math class. its called politics in math soo I get so grossed out when I think about politics cause I think of math and I just cant get myself to read any NPR )=

I have some time now however. =]]


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I really need to learn how to open mailbox

I really don't know how to do it..
But I;ve only tried once..

I guess Ill do it tomorrow or something .. IDk
yeah I will I have to go to the union anyway..

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I always tend to be really early for class

I don’t find anything wrong with that. I mean I usually just sit outside the class or someplace with a table and do more homework or study or check Facebook. 

Its 9 right now and I really wish I was sleeping. 

So I’ve been here for about a week now.. and classes really arn’t that bad. I don’t mind any of them. the only ones that give homework are Shakespeare, math, and sometimes my sustainability class. I feel like some people exaggerate the stress of college because they procrastinate.  I know its only been a week.. but, I have a paper due friday and one due in october, So its not like the teachers a holding back.. I’m just glad i don’t have the same classes everyday. I think that maybe the reason why high school was sooo boring. its the same thing day in and day out. As of right now my monday scheduale is.. URI 101 at 12, and then Communications right after.

and then I’m done. 

then tuesdays and thursdays(wich are my hardest days) are Shakesphere(930), Math, Sustainability. 

wednesday and friday are theatre at 12, then communications and then theatre again.  

I love how all my difficult classes are all on the same day.. I feel like I get a break inbetween.

So heres something I’ve noticed about college students. Most of them walking around.. Do not have book or stuff with them. Even the kids in my dorm building, it seems like they never have homework. When for me today my backpack probably weighs about 500lbs.. just an estimate… and I dont get to go back to my dorm untill 315… and then I have to do more homework and laundry. Am I taking wayy to many classes? 

I think I have like 19 credits that I am taking.. isn’t that the right amount? 

I might even try to do something eles that may give me more if thats possible to do.. and I told my roommate this and she asked if I was stretching myself a little thin. I like having a busy schedule.. This is the reason for me being sooo early to all my classes. I really can’t stay in my dorm for too long. I get fidgety and especially when my roommates are sleeping. I go crazy… I’m not good at staying quiet. 

But to wrap this up so I can study.. I really am enjoying this school.. I’m glad I chose it.. and I cant wait to go home to see my doggy <3 (TOMORROW!) 

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PS: I’m gonna try and write later something decent..

I guess I'm a college student now..

I still feel like i am in summer camp..  and I kinda wanna go home.
my roommates are awesome.. and I've met some pretty chill people.. but its kinda boring..
they sit us in a room for 4 days with barely anything today..

i mean tonight.. I'm Painting a rock.. yeah HELL YES  ?...


My roommates must think im crazy because I call my mom and I talk to my Dog on the phone.  I haven't drank much water... I really should. because im not used to barely drinking any..
last night I was up till 430 in some kids room.. doing nothing... we watched the Hangover and then just chilled... like it was fun but boring.. =P

This may sound crazy but, I realllllyy want my classes to start.
GIVE ME SOMETHING TO DO!


Plans for the DAy..

• Go eat breakfast w roommate..
• some time today meet up w my sisters boyfriend
• maybe have lunch or something w roommate and kid from last night
• try to get my cousin out here.. 

exciting huh?

Just dont hate me when in a few weeks.. i say i have wayy tooo much to do.. :D 

Oh yeah and I've decided to join the student alumni association.. thingy... My orientation leader recruited me.. 

well maybe I will  find something to do...

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Can't Believe how badly I'm already Procrastinating.

like honestly you have to be kidding me.. :P

I HAVE NOT STARTED PACKING YET.

this is insane.. I mean this is tipical thing for me not to pack for vacations till the night before.. but this isnt me going on a vacation. I moving all my junk into a 13X15 Room.. and i havn’t started yet.. 

LIST OF THINGS I HAVE TO DO TOMMORROW..

• 3 loads of laundry. (including cowie)
• clean out downstairs bathroom
• clean out spare room
• clean out upstairs bathroom
• Pack my clothing into a suitcase
• Clean up the rest of my room
• get my box of bedding stuff down stairs
• bring suitcase into the car
• Pack TV, DVD player, Printer  into car
• bring all school supplies, stationary, crayons.. down stairs.
• pack them into my storage containers..
• not forget husband pillow
• bring down 6 out of 7 cows
• Pack everything eles into car..
• NEXT MORNING Pack cowie into car along with pillows

I HAVE TO DO ALL THIS while POSSIBLY babysitting in the evening. 

CHILD SLAVES! AHAH! 

just kidding thats mean…

I’m just going to have them pack the car! 

AT least! tommorrow..

I WILL NOT BE BORED! =D! 

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OH i forgot.. SAturday morning.. I warn you all.. I am going to cry hysterically when i have to part from my dog… I really don’t think its going to go over well… AHH.. )= 

Last night I was talking to a friend.

kinda gossiping if you would like to call it..

and we were talking about a relationship that seems like a rollercoaster and she said.. that they put up with each other because they love each other..

This question then struck me…. Why do we put ourselves through hard, confusing, heartbreaking times, for love?

I decided to use my Google Power and look up the true definition of love.. it came up with 

a strong positive emotion of regard and affection;

hmmmm.. 

So people argue, they get into fights, they pick on each other… and they put themselves  in soo much stress..

but  its okay… because were they are in love? 

Why do we use love to Justify.. something that isn’t the greatest. 

I read something in that definition that kind of does the opposite of justifing.. 

That something I read was the word POSITIVE

 a strong POSITIVE emotion… 

then why do we call fighting and arguing Love..or at least justify the fighting and arguing by love.

I’m not sure why this hasn’t crossed my mind before.. But i find this all quite absurd. I know that most couples that are in love dont always fight.. but when it becomes something that happens constantly..

Next time .. think to yourself… IS this .. A STRONG POSITIVE emotion of affection?

idk maybe because I’m single(and lovin it) I don’t truely understand.. I’m not one to fight.. you piss me off once.. ill talk to you about it.. ill forgive.. you piss me off twice.. i talk to you about it . and we are most likely done. 

I mean thats only with big problems.. 

little problems.. i couldn’t really give a shit a bout them.. I’m not going to let them come between me and my love life.. 

well i guess, my conclusion on this.. is 

1. people justify problems with love because they don’t want to admit to having a problems.

2. opposites attract and disagree and fight but can still love 

3. I’m just weird and my googleing power isnt as strong as i thought it was 

I guess .. Too each is own..

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So i bought a new camera lens

ITS FRICKEN HUGE.. lmaoo it looks ridiculous too, because my camera is like the smallest dslr out there.. so like i have this giant lens on a tiny body.. it just doesn't look right.. :D!
but its also really only good for far away shots.. and my other lens is good for close ups.. i really wish i just had one lens that did both.. a Macro-Zoom Lens..

they most likely have them.. I'm just cheap...
also
my camera has been acting up so i need to ship it off to new york to get it fixed.. ill do that friday..

MORE MONEY!
ugh..


oh well..
ok so now im bored..
>.<

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