I'm glad I have my friends out of theatre.

I love my theatre friends, please don't get me wrong.
but days like today I'm not to sure how sane I would be if i didn't have that 50 mins away from them and in a class with people who no barely nothing about theatre.

I'm starting to understand why some of the people in my acting class don't hang out with other actors.

I know this is going to sound kinda weird, but some of these "actors" are truly prima donnas.

and I'm not to sure how much of it I can take. They take everything against them. I don't understand why. and they do it to the extreme. some guy doesn't talk to them but talks to someone eles... its, AM I REALLY THAT UGLY?!

like honestly? you are in the world of theatre. your job is going to be getting rejecting, you can't take things that minuscule to heart. It's really not worth your time.

So being a freshman sucks, yeah I get it, not everyone accepts the freshman. But don't base your life trying to get  the upperclassmen to accept you. they are leaving and graduating so then what? you spend all your time trying to get accepted by these people that are not going to be here in 2 years?! like honestly why worry?!
 its really starting to get on my nerves and today I just kind of need to be by myself.

So I shall sit back stage for a while, not really like anyone will notice seeing I can't get a word in any time I try to talk.

thats another thing I'm pissed about. Its not all about you, not everything that is said is about you! you are not involved in everyone's conversation. NOT EVERYONE WANTS YOU'RE OPINION!  I don't think listening to stoner music and repeating the big vocabulary from it is entertaining, nor do I think it makes you sound intelligent or intellectual. it kind of makes you sound fake. If I am talking to someone I don't want you busting infront of me, shouting over me, or climbing on top of the table infront of me. I love you but next time watch your back cause I'll call you out and your not going to like it.
I can just see it now If I cal you out on it. you're going to get up set and pissy and probably storm off because everything you do is correct and  no one  has the right to put you in your place.

well that was just a little venting. I'll probably get bored sitting here by myself backstage and vent some more.

but I really just wanna say how grateful I am, for my communications, biology and sociology majors. you keep me just a little sain.
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