So Here is how I Really feel.

and I prefer that you don’t ask me anything after reading this.. kthnks.

I’m pretty sure I’ve said before, if you try to hide things from me … even “little” details, I will find out. Thats just how I work.

and when I do find out… it pisses me off. A lot.

If you’re afraid to say something to me because you know I will comment on it… shouldn’t that make you realize the decision you made wasn’t the smartest.

I don’t call people out on little things, and when I do call people out on things.. it doesn’t mean I’m mad.. its a hey… take a look at your life suggestion. But when you hide something from me and then I find out.. I get mad.

There is alot of crap I put up with… and hypocrisy is not one of them. and there has been a lot of it going around lately. you tell me one thing or complain about something and then you turn around and do the complete opposite… Just admit it you like the attention. I’m sick of the complaining.. This is why I like being home. I don’t have to deal with this shit. It is just like fucking high school. It is all bullshit.

you know the situation you are involved in. its a situation you really can’t be on both sides for. you know what right from wrong. you make your own choices and you make your own mistakes. I am not here to comfort and console you anymore when you fuck up. Im not anyone’s mother.. I’m not going to feel bad or worry or really listen to you bout it anymore.

I have my own life to live and my own mistakes to make. So when It comes to this… cause well you tired to hide something.. that you don’t think is that big of a deal.. that I find kind of really stupid, I’m just going to ignore you. I don’t want to hear about this anymore…. This is the last time Im going to think about it. you can deal with, what you tell me is a problem but then go and egg it on, on your own.